Today, we’re supposed to fly to #Taiwan. Jay generously booked our whole family a 5-day vacation in Taipei as his birthday gift to me. All already set up down to the Airbnb we’re staying, people we’re meeting and places we plan to create memories as a family again. It has been almost 3 years since we weren’t able to travel abroad because of CKD. So we were very much looking forward to this.
However, he has been suffering from this yucky infection that got worse in the past few days. His fever was always at 38-41 degrees Celsius. He would have chills every now and then. I couldn’t eat much or sleep much. His fever broke yesterday afternoon but we still couldn’t risk his health since he is still on this third out of eight treatments to kill the infection. We hope we can still get a refund for all the bookings, if not, choosing health is still a wise decision.
If this happened last year, I would have been really depressed. I would start to act like a victim again and question God’s love and destiny. But today, I went on to the daily routine.
– Prepared breakfast
And now as of writing, I am out to pay for FVA trainers and do groceries.
Life goes on.
This is because I know and I know that God is sovereign and He sees the BIG PICTURE. I #trust His love for me. “He dances over me when I am unaware.” He loves me. He loves our family. There is nothing in Him that does not love. HE IS LOVE.
I know we will still go to Taiwan. I know we will still travel. I know He will provide what was lost financially and even more. I know… because I trust.
If you’re going through something today, maybe a plan that doesn’t push through… just TRUST. He loves you. He sees overall.